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| Tuesday, September 27th, 2005 | | 7:25 pm |
my ovaries have taken over not only my consciousness, but my body, too. right now i do not love my vagina, though i very much wish i did. what, vagina, did i ever do to you?? | | 12:15 am |
it's becoming fall for real. leaves, wetness, chills. this is when my heart starts to sink. | | Sunday, September 25th, 2005 | | 12:07 am |
a few things i knew/have learned about me: -i am NOT that kind of girl...i'm not that kind of person. those people frustrate and confuse me, and i don't want to be one of them. i don't like drinking; i have never in my life wanted to smoke pot. i don't care for frat parties, or parties in general. i don't understand debauchery, hooking up without "strings," dating, toga parties, screaming on the street, tube tops, make-up, or "scraps." -i much prefer hanging out with 35 year-olds than people my own age. -i'm getting old...yenta needs a cane and a sleeping pill. -i'm sensitive. -i like the disney channel, babies, kittens, and painting. -i hate the cold, and am ready to be in a sunny, warm place surrounded by people i love. -i don't like homework and therefore don't often do it. up...to...here. | | Thursday, September 15th, 2005 | | 3:30 am |
i cannot fall asleep. i can't get myself asleep at night. i'm nuts. i just wanna go to bed! and i really want a smoothie. | | Sunday, September 11th, 2005 | | 11:29 pm |
another year. another week of not doing homework. another fall--leaves turning, chill in the air, orange and black all over the place. a little restless. not in a writing mood, but have homework due for the best class tomorrow. dropping EVERYTHING. b | | Wednesday, August 31st, 2005 | | 11:44 pm |
sometimes men make me so angry. actually, i can't even call them men because the behavior exhibited by these people could only be attributed to children and less evolved animals that lick their asses cuz they don't have opposable thumbs to wipe their own asses. yes, actually, if you continue to whistle at me from you SUV, even though i've said both, "are you kidding me?," and "don't waste your breathe," i will peel my pants off and throw my pussy at your penis. OH, PLEASE, FUCK ME, I CAN'T RESIST YOUR INCESSANT WHISTLING! i yelled "suck it!" they probably thought it was an invitation. gas guzzling, green SUV driving, girl ogeling, disrespectful, small penised, backwards hat wearing, never getting laid again assholes. Current Mood:  irate | | Wednesday, August 24th, 2005 | | 10:35 pm |
someone pick me up and take me to my house. i'm done driving myself around. especially when i feel sick. aaaaand, go! | | Saturday, August 20th, 2005 | | 12:47 am |
know what i hate? live journal. know what else? boys. yeah. lesbo! Current Mood: lesbo-tastic | | Wednesday, May 11th, 2005 | | 9:09 am |
wheeeeee! (?)
wow. it's been a long time since i've even thought about posting, let alone took the time to do it. it's almost summer time here in medford, and i keep thinking that i should stop being busy. however, it's not quite working. i got a job at this wonderful bakery at the bottom of my street. this is good becuase it's so so close. this is not good because i have two morning shifts (6am-2pm) this week, and will probably continue to have two morning shifts until i start at magic circle. i suppose getting up at 830 after that won't feel so tough... i'm really looking forward to magic circle, and i enjoy working at the bakery, but i have to take summer classes--stats and nutrition. everyone says stats is possibly the worst thing in the whole world, and i'm not very good at tolerating things like that--esp math-wise. however, nurtition sounds interesting. the problem, of course, being that i have to miss the first class because that's closing night of the three musketeers which i am stage managing. i cannot miss that show--i have to call the cues, dammit! so, today i will finish up the last stuff i have to finish up for this semester. then, hopefully, i'll celebrate a little with linds and laur (and mich?)...and i'd really like to clean a little (lot). then tomorrow i have work at the bakery from 6-2. then scene study from 6-9. then friday i am sleeping in (as much as my body will let me. i'm not sure how late that will be at this point). friday night i am hanging out with tracie and timmy, who may sleep over. then saturday tracie will take her teacher's certificate test, and i will watch timmy (2 1/2 hours of which will be at scene study) for the entire day. then sunday i have a 6am shift again. yikes! and that's just the second half of the week i finish school! ps, the backstreet boys are attempting again...sheesh! Current Mood:  busyCurrent Music: some vh1 thing... | | Monday, April 11th, 2005 | | 12:10 am |
i keep feeling like i should write here...but every time i see the blank space, i kind of freeze up. my belly hurts and my cat left. i'm still itchy and a little whiney. i have a trunk show at 930 tomorrow and i'm driving, so i ought to go to sleep. sleep is for losers. i'm a loser. b | | Wednesday, April 6th, 2005 | | 9:32 am |
in two days i will be a twenty-something. that's kinda cool. friday is my birthday, and i am excited! i decided that this year i was just gonna...ask for stuff. ha. friday night i'm having ppl over around 9 or 10. feel free to come on by. whee! b | | Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005 | | 12:47 pm |
on spring break, michelle and i decided we ought to go to the library. this will be the first time since my first semester at tufts i will have spent any length of time in the library. and just to make things perfectly clear, i have never studied in the library (maybe once?), i was in the library so often because i had film screenings. we are in the GIS lab, but i still don't really know what that means. she's doing work, and i was looking up classes. to tell the truth, i'm not sure that i can register just yet...have to see if i still even go to this school, but it doesn't much matter because i hate all of the classes offered anyway. i've circled 4 or 5 and they're all dance, english, and one drama. one, actually, is beginning jewelry making, but i think it meets at the museum school which i refuse to do. spring break, so far, is just fine. me and matty have been bonding--especially when she wakes me up at 630 almost every day to play or for food. i love her too much to just ignore her, but i think i might have ignored her today. i forgot how much i dislike live journal, especially when i have nothing to be passive aggressive abt. huh. peace out. b Current Mood:  content | | Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005 | | 11:37 pm |
it was michelle's birthday. we drank sangria. wheeeeeeee!!!!! shaken babies, crazy abraham, and mich farting. all i want to do is eat. Current Mood:  drunk | | Monday, February 21st, 2005 | | 12:50 am |
weeekend update: friday night i went out to bertuccis with kef and dan and made a scene throwing bits of straw wrapper across the booth at dan. we always have a fun time together, the three of us. we crack each other up. then kef and i watched a cinderella story with hillary duff and then shook our heads at ourselves for watchingg the whole thing. saturday i woke up and opened the rez from 12-2. it was a fine shift with some good people in and out. i like opening the rez cuz i get to tidy up and listen to loud music. then i went shoe shopping with alex and his brother ross. i got new green chucks because my dad said he'd pay for them. i need to chill out with the chucks. then i went back to my apt and awaited dorian's arrival. she showed up and we went to harvard sq because there isn't an urban outfitters near her in dc. then we went back to the apt and she hid upstairs while my cousins and uncle and sister and i hung out downstairs. i went to get kathryn and we all went out to the elephant walk--kef, dan, mom, uncle mitch, lana, leigh, and kathryn. i had a drink and some tofu. it was good. then we went back to the apt to gather everyone up and we went to rudy's for margheritas--me, dorian, lauren, michelle, sunil, alex, ross, lana, leigh, and two of michelle's friends...it was great fun, but i had too much to drink (that is, i ordered a second drink, had a bit of it , and then dorian and sunil finished it). then we all came back to the apt and watched the breakfast club and everyone slept over. it was like one big sleepover party. today, keffie and i went to visit jim int he hospital...he actually looks really good, and i think he's going to feel so much better when he fully heals. he has a sweet room with a sweet view, but he's probably going home tomorrow. then dorian, michelle, lauren and i went to the mall and did a bit of shopping--then to christopher's for burgahs (the veggie kind), and then to diesel for ice cream with dorian's roommate and her boyfriend. i talked with chelsey, and then felt awkward, so left, and ate some strawberries and watched a bit of the notebook with mich, sunil and lauren. now i am sleepy and watching 200 cigarettes. and i have a shite load of work to do. bollocks. balls. b Current Mood:  alll right | | Saturday, February 12th, 2005 | | 3:37 pm |
i smell like coffee
an extra 45 minutes at the rez drives home the "slow soft scent of coffee-saturated water" that loves my hands. i'm pretty tired. ever since i got a job stage managing the high schoolers' play at 9:30 on saturday mornings, i have avoided going out on friday nights. i realized, however, that i don't like sitting in my house every night. that, though i am busy, i don't need to be on house arrest. i decided to get dolled up and go to a party, and to a dance last night. of course, i realized, this is why i don't leave my house. i worked scene study from 9:30-12. i need to wake up a little earlier on saturdays so i can be awake and alert when i get there, because otherwise it's just no fun. then i opened the rez and worked there from 12-2:45. i'm all warm in my bed, and getting sleepier and sleepier. driving to JP with alex and dave sounds very fun, but my bed is just so comfortable right now. i wanted them to come here, and nap with me (and by that, i mean cuddle cuddle cuddle!), but alas--the sewing machine needs to be retrieved from androo's, and dave and alex are just the dudes to do it. i've lost all interest in this post, as i do in most posts. peace. | | Saturday, February 5th, 2005 | | 1:20 am |
stuart is climbing around the old navy bag sitting on the couch next to me. he's nibbling on it a bit, but at least it's not the wires which he has taken to chewing on until the insides are exposed. really, stuart is wonderful in most every way. when he poops on the couch, i don't love him as much as i usually do. however, when he runs laps around the coffee table, i love him. when he circles around my feet, i love him. when he cleans his little face, or yawns so i can see his teeth, i do love him. i have the hiccups and it's making my belly hurt. i'm totally passing out tired, but need to digest before i go to sleep. i'm supposed to be at scene study tomorrow at 930, and then i have to open the rez at noon. after that, at 230, i have a coffee date with sarah s. then i have to call jenna, and will probably hang out with her afterwards. i'm terribly busy. i like most of the things i am doing, but often i feel overcommitted and pissy. i just wish i could sleep in!! all right. i give up. time to try and catch the bunny. | | Tuesday, February 1st, 2005 | | 6:03 pm |
| | Sunday, January 30th, 2005 | | 1:34 am |
| | Sunday, January 9th, 2005 | | 3:36 pm |
tomorrow, my brother, my sister and i will take the journey to the oakland airport. we're going to pack tonight, and discuss all of the people we're going to visit, and the places we are going to see. i must call david, and i ought to call my uncle, jerry. then there's meridith (keffie's), and isaac (our cousin...i guess. i've never met him, though), and dan has a friend. then there's steve, and linda and that kid i met through liz, as well. i'm scared because i hate planes, but i'm elated. i can't wait--i think it'll be good. maybe we'll go see alcatraz and phil hartman will lead us on a tour and tell us things that the other tour guides won't tell us! (if you don't get that joke...shame on you) i just ate four cookies and some starbursts and they were mighty tasty! i'm going to bevin's soon to trade clothes and watch napolean dynamite with her roommate and molly (who i haven't seen since this summer). i think i want more lentils--and then off to bevin's! wheee! Current Mood:  excited | | Friday, January 7th, 2005 | | 1:52 am |
oh, haha
jeesums. matilda is on. i love miss honey, and i want to be like her when i grow up. except i won't wear those dresses--i'll wear jeans. but kids will love me and i'll love them and teach them things and stuff. speaking of teaching kids, i must remember to go to mcglynn school tomorrow to meet with susan pier to talk about teaching the kiddies drama. must remember. money in the pants. m in the p. i am now working on the theory that i have a brain tumor. this i came up with as my body pulsed and my lips felt numb ont eh way home from dropping off drunk people in somerville. i remembered about martha...and i keep thinking about how i tell doctors and they have no idea what's wrong with me...over and over, but there's really something going on. i think. ok, so i'm partly kidding. but i'm partly not. it's late. i napped today, but i'm still sleepy. yes! i napped. who knew. also...i went to toast tonight. supposed to be this amazing lesbian mecca--"oh, this is where all the cute gay girls are hiding!" yes, there were some cute girls there...but....yeah. i need to move. i ran into julie wisnia of all people!!!! it was hillarious. i have to go eat some chocolate. Current Mood:  blah |
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